#i wont look at its blog or check in or anything

[sus-bee]

afton and mike and sunny liking my posts. all may not be well with everyone, but at least thats something. ill take that win

[eltehdork]

Thinking about drawing is stressing me out. But not drawing is just as stressful. Round and round the record spins all day

[luigifan1998]

Hey idk where u manifested from but i love ur blog and i love u. Ur writing for wife hc’s left me devastated, 1,000% agree with all of it. That man is a fucking mess who wants to crawl under ur skin and it’s so sexy.

Thought I’d love for you to entertain: College Lu pining over u, the prettiest girl in one of his lecture hall classes. Him being so pathetically down bad for you he’s stalking ur social media desperately to find out more about u as a person, trying to see what direction ur off to after class, looking for u all around campus. Not knowing ur going insane doing the exact same thing in regards to him, because i am also willing to die on the hill that this man NEEDS to feel intoxicated off a mysterious gorgeous deviant mentally ill girl he’s plotting to speak to any day now.

this is so sweeeeet smooches you

you get the vision. growing up in such a prestigious family, an italian one at that, has instilled a fatal flaw within him. hes a morbid longer. source: trust me

morbidly longing for something he cannot find, did not find in high school, failed to access in college, could not obtain in maryland, hawaii, japan. hes soooo "its not a metaphor, this ache". much of his life has been about perfection and following rigid societal practices. he wants something disgusting and consuming and nauseatingly complex. my sweet im your man by mitski boy

in regards to the second part, his infatuation for you is anything but cathartic. hes losing sleep, losing focus. he cannot string a coherent thought together, much less engage in banter with his social circle. he pulls back and into the recesses of his mind that allow the perverse nature of his adoration to overtake him. his friends are relieved, assuming hes finally succumbed to the exhaustion from making himself available to everyone. theyre happy he can find rest. they dont know that the nauseating and near animalistic drive to check your internet presence is something hes sodden with shame over. he feels like a fraud for writing about the importance of divorcing ones self from the modern cellular device. despite it, the practice of poised fingers as to not alert you of his invisible attendance is something his resilience in the protest of social media has become soft to. knowing its wrong, pathetic, inappropriate, he feels like he has to punish himself in some way. in the ever-rare moments he finds himself alone, he touches himself and he doesn't allow for completion. invites the pressure build within, increased sensitivity and a gnawing desperation for release. he doesnt let himself be reduced to the inability to control himself from spilling into his cupped hand and down his cotton briefs until hes seen you in real life. a gift to himself. walking to class, talking to a mutual friend, swaying back and forth as you wait in line in the dining hall. this reverence is not sustainable without more give, and he is wearing like loved linens

hiding the way you feel for him is, in many ways, easier. you escape into buildings for majors you have never heard of when you spot him walking in your direction. you cherish the blessing of being able to use your hair as a curtain in which to protect yourself from the prospect of being perceived when in close proximity to him through your mutual friends congregating sporadically throughout the campus. you blame various ailments for reasons as to why you cannot go to gatherings you had previously agreed to attending. its heavy, this curse of needing. you want to drop to your knees and crawl to him, taking his fingers into your mouth and letting the love-conditional curse break, but you dont. cant. wont let it. it feels too good to have this private affliction be something you own. darkness on a leash, locked into a tower only you have access to. when nobody knows how you feel, not even him, he can be yours

[lolatyourface20]

pinned post yay!

some rules for the chaos!!!

i'm an adult and you better fucking be too 💋

submissions ARE OPEN to consenting adults. you may put WHATEVER you want in there BUT everyone has to be consenting. i don't want anything that is not EXPLICITLY meant for me or without others knowledge that its coming to me. NOTHING ILLEGAL EITHER. that's my spank bank and we all need to be respectful. no i wont rate and no i wont comment. i look and do my thang just like you all.

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[janeya]

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costume design oriented

just message me for production names- i rarely respond to reblogs or asks about those in order to not clog tags

check "#janeya asks" if ur sending one in- 9 times out of 10 if i delete an ask its because something simlar has already been posted. ive answered 300+ asks by now so there really are a lot!!!

disclaimers/important stuff under the cut (kind of rambly warning)

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before being upset i didnt answer ur ask check the 'janeya asks' tag to see if ive already posted something ur looking for! sometimes i wont respond to an ask if its too similar to past ones, even if its not exactly the same. if theres nothing alike and i havent answered it, i probably have it queued. i get a LOT of asks so the queue is usually running pretty long

i don't really like to post production names on here if there is a chance the actor is a minor. colleges, repertory theatres, professional productions are free game but highschools or youth theatres i will usually not post for the actors protection.

this acc is a fully positive blog and not a place to discuss production criticism/actor comparison/etc. theres a reason im posting this on tumblr and not on tiktok..

i only repost images found on public accounts, i will never post anything sent to me privately so if you are a part of a production and want to message me pictures you are safe to do that! for this same reason my personal 'masterdoc' is not able to be shared. im sorry about that, but there are pictures on there i have been asked not to spread. i am mostly transparent about everything else on here though so you really arent missing out on too much

i will always give credit when asked so just let me know!

[creative-caramel-coffee]

Chesty coughs and cuddles

Pairings: Wanda x R

Prompt: “You’ve kept that cough through two colds and it sounds like you’re on your third.”  (From Sombre Sapphics blog prompts)

Word count: 738

Summary: you have a cough that wont go away.

TW: chest infection, fever, almost fainting, infirmary, medical check up

A/n I might post two fics today because their both a bit short.

“You’ve kept that cough through two colds and it sounds like you’re on your third.” Wanda frowned as you hunched over on the couch coughs wracking your form.

“Forth” you croaked when you had finally stopped.

“What?” Wanda asked unsure she had heard you correctly

“Forth cold.” You clarified

“right. we’re going to Bruce” wanda said pulling you into a sitting position.

“Nooo i was comfy.” You whined.

“Babe this isn’t normal. You need to see a doctor.” Wanda reasoned pulling you to your feet. When you were upright your vision swam and you stumbled forward, luckily wanda wrapped her arms around you to stop you from falling flat on your face.

“Woah there tiger, nice and easy.” She said. “Wrap your legs around my waist love and I’ll carry you.” So you did. Like a toddler your head rested by her neck and your arms around her neck with your flying flush to her torso. She held you up under your thighs, but you were too tired to care.

“Baby girl, you feel a bit warm sweets. Have you taken your temperature lately?” She cooed. You buried your face in her neck and mumbled softly

“‘M not a baby.” You whined

“Ok love.” She chuckled realising you were a bit too far gone to response in your hazy fevered state. “I’ll get Bruce to check when we see him.” She cooed. And you whined at the mention of going to the sick bay.

“Baby trust me it’ll make you feel better.” She soothed.

“Don’t wanna.” You whined hearing Jarvis announce you were here.

Wanda carefully set you down on the bed, having to sit down herself as you clung to her and refused to let go.

“What can i do for you two girls today?” Bruce asked wiping his hands on his lab coat.

“Y/n/n’s had a cough for about three colds-“

“Four”

“Four colds and i think she has a fever, i was just hoping you could check her out to make sure its nothing serious.” Wanda said patting your back as you began to squirm.

“Ok. Y/n/n can you look at me for a sec.” Bruce asked, running the tip of the thermometer over your forehead.

“Hmm 100.7 not dangerous but still a fever id like to keep an eye on.” Bruce said more to himself than anyone else.

“Has she had any meds?” He asked grabbing a stethoscope.

“Not yet i don’t think.”

“Give her a Tylenol and see how her fever reacts” he said slipping the metal tip under your shirt and unto your back. You squirmed at the cool metal and wanda held you tighter shushing you softly.

“Hmm her breathing sounds a bit crackly. I think she has a chest infection, ill need to do more tests.” He said. “Jarvis scan Y/n’s chest and send the report to my lab computer.” He said walking over to his desk.

“Scan complete.” Jarvis said.

“It seems i was right, Ms L/n has a nasty chest infection.” He said as you began coughing again.

“I’ll give her some antibiotics and when she finishes the course bring her back for another check up to see if its cleared.” He said pressing a box of green and white pills into Wanda’s palm.

“For now she needs rest and to keep an eye on her temp. Let me or Jarvis know if it gets above 103 and I’ll give her an ice bath if needed. If you like i can have Jarvis send live updates of her stats to my computer if that makes you feel better.”

“That would be great thanks Bruce.” Wanda said. “Well i better get this one to bed.” Wanda said as you nuzzled into her neck again.

“Thanks again Bruce.” Wanda said and you slurred something incomprehensible.

“Its alright girls don’t hesitate to contact me if you need anything at all.”

You must have fallen asleep sometime on the way back because the next thing you knew you were asleep in your bed with your girlfriend.

Life was good, even if it was hard to breathe.

MASTERLIST

[nerocoin]

🍊 FREE ART RAFFLE

thank you everyone for 150+ followers on this artblog! as i promised i am hosting a raffle in which you can win 1 [one] SFW fullbody artwork of a character of your choice

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be following @quagquag. new followers coming for this raffle are welcome!

LIKE and REBLOG this post onto your main blog. empty blogs with no content on them wont count for the entry

doing this grants you 1 [one] "entry ticket" for this raffle. you dont have to do anything else... however. if you want more tickets [analogically a highier chance at winning] you can do the following:

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RAFFLE STARTS ONCE I PUBLISH THIS POST. ENDS JANUARY 1ST. the winner will be chosen via random number generator on JANUARY 3RD

that is all! have fun everyone and play fair! i will be checking each ticket for its validity

[littledemo0n]

OK!! BECAUSE I GOT SO MANY ASKS RELATED TO PALESTINE GOFUNDMES AT ONCE I'VE FIGURED IM LONG OVERDUE ON MAKING MY OWN LIST OF FUNDRAISERS!!

As time goes on from now on i'll be adding the accounts and their fundraiser links to this post and will be reblogging it as well!!

If you have money please donate (anything helps).

If you dont then please reblog/spread the word!!

I've made sure to check all fundraisers beforehand! IF I CANT CONFIRM THE ACCOUNT IS VETTED I WONT ADD THEM

ESCAPING GAZA:

@aya2mohammed

GOFUNDME HERE

SEPT 2 2024 - 27,213$ of 50,000$

@hayanahed

THANKS FOR SHARING LINKS THAT YOU'RE LEGIT!!

SEPT 2 2024 - 83,360$ of 100,000$

GOFUNDME HERE!!

@yasermohammad

90s-ghost HAS VETTED THEM!! INCASE YOU STRUGGLE TO FIND ANY POST DOING SO ALREADY

SEPT 2 2024 - 20,132$ of 35,000$

GOFUNDME HERE!!

@shadowyavenuetaco

ALSO VETTED BY 90s-ghost INCASE YOU ALSO STRUGGLE TO FIND ANY POSTED VETTING THEM

SEPT 2 2024 - 4,085$ of 50,000$

GOFUNDME HERE!!

@hamdiali112233

VERY LOW ON DONATIONS!! IN NEED OF MORE ATTENTION!!

SEPT 2 2024 - 257$ of 25,000$

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@basel1995s

APPEEANTELY THIS FAMILY HAS 2 FUNDRAISERS GOING ON!! I'LL HAVE BOTH HERE!!

FUNDARAISER 1 HERE

SEPT 2 2024 - 38,957$ of 50,000$

FUNDRAISER 2 HERE

SEPT 2 2024 - 998$ of 60,000$

@ahmedhells-blog (i cant tag them go some reason)

STILL FAR FROM THEIR GOAL

SEPT 2 2024 - 13,866$ of 80,000$

GOFUNDME HERE!!

@maram-gaza (cant seem to tag them neither)

VERY LOW ON DONATIONS TOO!!

SEPT 2 2024 - 430$ of 70,000$

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@schihiro44

ARENT VETTED YET BUT IT SEEMS THEY WILL BE SOON

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@freepaleatine95

SEPT 23 2024 - $12,367 of $50,000

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@motazmohammed

VERY FAR FROM THEIR GOAL!!

SEPT 23 2024 - $2,950 of $50,000

JAN 19 2025 - 1,050$ of 30,000$ LOOKS LIKE THE FIRST LINK GOT TAKEN DOWN?

GOFUNDME HERE!!!

@help--gaza3

VERY CLOSER TO THEIR GOAL!!

SEPT 23 2024 - 15,775 of 20,000

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@mayadayyad81

SOMEWHAT CLOSE TOO?

SEPT 23 2024 - $40,038 of $50,000

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@yosef-hussin

Far behind!!

OCT 21 2024 - $13,110 of $50,000

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@ibrahim-family

VERY LOW ON DONATIONS!! (Its not letting me @ them)

OCT 21 2024 - $2,572 of $10,000

@ayamohammed2024

VERY LOW ON DONATIONS!!

NOV 8 2024 - $1,135 of $60,000

GOFUNDME HERE!!!

REBUILDING THEIR LIVES:

@majedgaza1

THEY'VE ALREADY ESCAPED GAZA. THE MONEY IS TO HELP THEM SETTLE DOWN IN EGYPT.

SEPT 2 2024 - 2911$ OF 70000$

GOFUNDME HERE

[kiniism]

ive got so many different thoughts in my head i think this is probably a bad idea so i might delete it later but im just going to. write them all down here in whatever order they come out of my brain just to try and get them Out for real. below the read more is genuine unfiltered (unmedicated lmao) just...fears and anxiety and Bad, so please dont click it if you're in a bad spot yourself. or maybe like at all in general idk its embarassing

okay we're here in the read more now. last warning to look away or scroll really fast. i really doubt this post is staying up for too long if i even have the balls to post it in the first place but im just waffling between so many extremes right now i have to do. something. anything. so again. leave if you need to, im not expecting to get anything out of this except selfishly maybe clearing my own head on my own blog and praying it helps me stop mentally self destructing

idk how to format any of this so ill just do bullet points and let them spill in whatever order happens

i have an absolute crippling fear of leaving my house At All because bad things have happened and ive come Home to said bad things having happened in my absence. also the fact that i currently dont have any health insurance or money period means if i go out and theres a car accident or i fall and break a leg or anything im just. thats it. its done. im done. this is a fear so big and ive lived with it for (checks watch) three years straight and its been impacting my basic ability to function since

i have no money. my savings were never amazing (perks of being employeed by a big chain corp at minimum wage right) and theyve only gone downhill since i lost my job. i havent told any of my family this, and between covering things for them so theyre not suspicious and my own stupid fucking brain trying to go "its a treat to keep me from killing myself :)" my bank is charging me fees for being under the minimum balance again. so what little money i have is continueing to drain away month by month and i literally cannot stop it or tell anyone in my house out of fear

im trying to do commissions to at least get my mimimum balance back again to stop the slow descent into not having a dollar to my name but i dont know how to put myself out there. no one has asked me to draw something for them. i dont know what part of it im doing wrong. am i just not good enough? are the prices too high? is my style not appealing? i dont have a following. i cant reach strangers. i dont know how to improve my art because i cant have FUN drawing when im SO AFRAID of whats going to happen to me when i hit zero. i cant bring myself to experiment with my style because if i change it, im afraid i wont be able to go back. ive essentially told myself im not allowed to enjoy art because i now have to make it my job, but i cant market myself, cant advertise, cant appeal, cant.........do anything to stop myself from falling further and further into obscurity

a family member a few states away is having a surgery in a month and needs someone to stay with them for a week in case of complications. im the top pick for this because i have no job or obligations but i a.) am currently mad at them for other drama reasons, b.) cannot drive, and c.) cannot help them off the floor by myself if they fall. the only thing i would do is feed their cats and call 911, which then means i either have to go in the ambulence with them to the hospital upon which we would be STUCK THERE (because no car to drive home) or stay alone at the house to do nothing. compounded with the fear of being gone from my own house for a week and the fear from the very start, this is the thing thats actively fucking me up right now. i dont want to go. if i go, somethings going to go wrong somewhere. i cant

speaking of things going wrong when im not looking. i started calling my grandma every day at the same time because i love her. and she fell one day (she wasnt hurt, just startled by a stuck door) and thankfully my sister was home so we could go over together and help her. but what if she hadnt been there. what could i have done by myself when she called asking for help. what would i do if i was states away and she needed help again. i would be stuck there. by myself. with the relative i hate the most. i dont want to think id actually hurt the relative im babysitting in that scenario but im afraid of myself and how unpredictable my moods have been lately

lets keep going down the list of bad things i fear happening because why the fuck not. one of my cats is turning fifteen in may and while shes still her normal grumpy self now i have to go and physically make sure i find her every night before i go to sleep to make sure shes still alive. sometimes shes sleeping so deep its hard to see her breathing, and i have to shake her awake which i feel really bad about every time. but one of the bad thigns that happened while i was away from the beginning. actually this specific thing has happened three times in total. was coming home to either news a pet had passed or needing to take them to the vet to have that confirmed

speaking of may. theres a subscription service i still have which is one of th eonly things that makes my life feel worth it at this point. its stupid but the things it offers brings those small moments of joy, and im desperate to Not find out what losing that is going to do to my brain, even though the thing itself has been going down in quality every update still. its a fucking stupid thing to want in the face of despair but i want to hold onto things that Do make me happy in the face of this massive wall of panic im constantly being crushed under day in and day out. its why ive been trying to push my commissions, so i can get out of the minimum balance and have enough to pay for it without going back under again, but at this rate ill just get overdrafted if i let it renew or i Will be finding out what losing it will do to me in a month

im almost certain im bipolar to some degree because i ve been swinging between WOW MY FAVORITE VIDEO GAME CHARACTER and this literal wall of soul crushing madness for several hours now. the wall of soul crushing madness is currently winning (i am crying as i keep letting the thoughts ramble out) but being unmedicated and undiagnosed and unable/unwilling to go to therapy and ACTUALLY tell a professional about any of this that im writing is going to end up killign me

i feel awful for writing any of this. i feel like im complaining about stupid shit and i should die for even feeling any of this, let alon espeaking it aloud. ever since i was small "other people have it worse than you" was drilled into me over and over again and its right. and i know its right. but its also wrong, but i shouldnt forget that its right too. i dont even know if anyone is down here reading this still, or if i really am just screaming into the void like i expected to in the first place. selfishly, i hope someone is out there. embarassingly, i hope no one clicked read more

all of my friends are going through their own struggles. i cant burden them with my own, because i dont have the strength to carry anything in return. i want to help them, connect with them, but what happens if i make even More work for them by Trying to help and then i end up breaking into ten thousand pieces

i dont know if i can think of anything else right now. i guess thats the end of it. thats the most of the thoughts. im still crying but at least i think i can breathe a little better now.

if you read this, a.) why, b.) thank you. please sleep well tonight

if you didnt read this, its okay, i didnt have any expectations for that (in like.. the most positive way i could mean it). i just hope you're doing okay

[jiminjeonging]

hii ! ive been following you for a while now, and i just saw your recent posts abt the gdragon and karina collab, and that youre probably worried abt karina but i just want to try and clear that up for you somehow..? i also dont know if you really know anything about gdragon and i honestly dont know that much about him aswell, since im mainly a gg stan. but if anyone wants to correct me in anything then go for it.

if youre worried abt him taking advantage of karina being in his mv to gain more popularity and use her, like most fans think, i dont think thats likely gonna happen. that will obviously let him gain more popularity, but the thing is he already has a TON of fans, he's even held the title of "King of kpop" for years already, so i dont think hes just using her for that. Karina probably also wanted this considering that bigbang (gdragons group) has always been really big and even so many idols have expressed love towards them, aespa has also been seen cheering and singing along to them at their surprise reunion in mama 2024 so theyre likely fans of them ! also if this is what youre thinking, no this whole paragraph isnt all just to glaze him 😓

he had scandals in the past, i wont ignore that, but most people think he's a full on creep towards women because of one of his ex-groupmates really big sex scandal (crime, actually. its called the burning sun scandal if u want to check it out) and i reallyy dont want you to think that too, but bigbang has openly been hating on him and his actions, even before the scandal, with them even removing his voice in all their performances after, and gdragon dissing him in one of his raps. so all i know about this is that hes definetly against whatever his ex-member did, and probably would never do the same thing as well..

anyways, i know thats really not a huge help, but i honestly dont think he'll be weird with karina in this mv, even though there are a ton of women in it and it does look like it i admit. as long as nothing gets too weird 😭 just try thinking of it as two top idols of their generation collabing and making iconic music together, nothing weird there. though in my personal opinion itd definetly be better if she is a girl kisser in the mv...

i wanted to add more but like i said, i dont know much about him and his relationship to aespa, but i hope it changes your mind about him and the mv just a little. and hopefully lessens your worries abt karina being in the mv. anyway, this isnt hate to you of course, i really like you and your blog 😓 if he is being weird though, then umm idk what to say 😭

hiiii thank you for your explanation! tbh i dont think it is too much of a concern, jm is a grown woman afterall and was a fan but like he mentioned sulli was his ideal type when she was 17 and there is that whole jennie thing which makes me think hes a creep even though he isnt a sex pest like his groupmate also getting all that beautiful women around him like he is bragging is just tacky to me but like i said i think this will go on quickly and hopefully just be a fun mv!

[selznick]

Hello all. If we want tumblr to listen to us then we need to express it in a way that tumblrs 'potential' users (that they care so much about) will see, and will likely prevent from using tumblr until staff fuckin listens.

How?

Tumblr posts are limited to tumblr, any new users won't see as they'll mainly follow themed blogs, so staff doesn't care because it won't affect their goals in any meaningful way. Investors also aren't looking at tumblr posts to decide if they'll invest so tumblr isnt negatively monetarily affected by complaint posts.

Talking about tumblrs downfalls on other sites may help, but unless its a large movement at one time, staff and the general public wont see/care about any complaints.

One thing that new users will definitely see if theyre on mobile however, and investors can check easily, is the rating and review of tumblr on the App Store. This means that the rating/reviews is something that can directly impact whether new users decide to use tumblr or investors decide to invest. So is something that staff should directly care about.

So what do we do?

We rate the app badly.

But not just rating it badly, give a review and explain what problems you find with tumblr.

Some examples:

-bad moderation (incorrect flagging of posts, inappropriate posts not being flagged hategroups not being banned etc.)

-inaccessible (seizure inducing ads and posts, video player etc.)

-bad search function

-tumblr live and all the issues that have been brought up with it

-transphobia (queerest place on the internet my ass)

-anything thats a problem but i haven't mentioned

Why though?

Tumblr staff have recently started trying to monetize the site mote effectively while ignoring the requests/queries from current users in an effort to attract new users.

Since tumblr has many issues that negatively effect any users for the site but ignore any posts about them while encouraging posts celebrating them (think crab day), the only way to really get through to them is by means that will actually affect them.

[i-have-dots-in-my-brain]

ayup mates, its me (that one fucking guy that shows up in your fever dreams to offer you garlic bread then fucks off into the void) (i think you need to get a therapist btw)

Call me dots or dot (not correct but when saying something belongs to me you use "dot's". idk why don't ask me)

My cara page (for art): https://cara.app/ihavedotsinmybrain

They/them she/her it/its ( welcome to the mad lab we do experiments with the funny goofy hjinks with the genders here)

TAG GUIDE : my art (self explanatory), dot's thoughts (mad ramblings) (extra note, there are two versions of dot's thoughts, the other one is with the phone version of ' so you can go look for that if you wanna see me posting from outside the comfort of my room and computer), dot’s travel journal (me on holiday), my persona (obviously just my persona) *prone to updates

dumbass who likes to draw ocs and shit. (posts like there is no tomorrow but also like i have all the time in the world) (oc x canon stuff also) (some fanart ig)

if you wanna find my (mostly serious) art, check out @dots-in-my-head (send me asks and dms on this blog) also i have started putting fandom stuff there too so if you want to get my fandom doodles you can look to there as well

still questioning sexuality but currently aro/ace? (idk i'm not in a rush lol) (i WILL dabble in the arts of questioning me sexuality on internet if you got problems with that shoo)

my loveley husband (@octoxxt, pls ignore this blog dude its embarrassing)

why do you need to know my age, ‘you a cop?

will not draw smut or NSFW bcs i will start howling with racous laughter and melt. (i don;t even read smut in fic dude what do expect me to be able to draw im a cartoonish obviously anime style inspired semi-realism but not really shitty doodle artist you put your hopes too high if you think i can draw a dick without making it look like a piece of middle school desk graffiti)

i've got a bit of a dirty mouth but everything is pretty vanilla . (i make edgy dumb jokes sometimes, but it's not my actual personality peace 'n love on planet earth okay) (any time i say i wanna kms IT IS A JOKE) (most of my posts are /srs i will mark it if its a joke i know the pain of not knowing if it was a funny joke or not i gotchu other autistic peeps)

please talk to me god i am lonely (i am serious about this i love it when people rb and scream in the tags it genuinely makes my day) (send me asks send measkssendmeaskssendmeasks—)

Absolute art machine(whether the art is good or not is a big question that i am not ready to answer) makes shitty animations sometimes idk.

Uses lol too much. Chinese, knows mandarin (translate the random messages for maximum brain damage) i don't know simplified but i do know traditional (please talk to me i need to practice my chinese reading skills) am i a furry? idk but if you're mad about it you can fuck right off (i have a couple ocs and my darling fursona)

am currently inbetween fandoms, fandoms i am (kind of) active in are hetalia, scp, dnd, genshin, pjo, bg3, apothecary diaries, jrwi riptide and csm (list is prone to updating because fandom is my support system) (you wont see my art for most of them but the brainworms are there and sometimes i let them take over)

old fandoms or the fandoms i lurk in (i visit them often): eddsworld, demon slayer, pokemon, vocaloid and wof. (also prone to updates as i remember stuff)

note : i am still in school and have a life outside the internet so stuff will be delayed (which is why i am only kind of active) (i go missing sometimes i am not dead life is just lifing for me)

Do not say anything about how cringe I am I know trust me (it’s a coping mechanism lol)

if you're concerned, you're very right to be. I am very incoherent (most of my life updates have actually devolved into cries for help, please talk to me)

also if you don't like my art or ships just leave(any critique about anything i make shoots a bazooka straight into my heart and behind the screen i crumble into a cartoonish pile of ashes and bones as i stare at the screen blurred by tears) (unless I ask for critique then i brought this on myself and i’ll walk it off don't worry)

(Both of my personas)

My flags (might be updated)

[scammed-by-mommy]

Tips on detecting scammers

There are a bunch of fake mommies on tumblr. They create new accounts frequently.

Important rules 1. Never reveal any personal info to strangers on the internet 2. Never pay in advance

from the blog itself

Look at the username. If it fits one of these pattern, its likely a scam mommy-somename and some numbers (e.g. mommy-aria12, mommy-desire1) mommy-somename-realblog

Look at the profile a. Most if not all scammers use random profile pictures from Instagram posts (i guess). If the profile pic looks like some insta post, it likely is You can also look up the profile image with "Google Search by Image". Save the profile picture image on your device. Then go to https://images.google.de/ and select "Search by image". You will probably find some innocent Instagram profile where the pictures are stolen from. Please leave the creators on Instagram alone. They are very likely unaware of the scam. You may inform them, but don't blame them. b. if the profile contains the text: MESSAGE ME NOW FOR ANYTHING MOMMY IS ALWAYS AVAILABLE😍🥰🐼, it is 100% a scam

Look at the posts All scammers just repost images stolen from other blogs. Check for watermarks. Check if the image makes sense in the context. Check if there is any concurrency, or if its just random stolen images

Look at the comments Most mommy scammer posts have NO comments whatsoever. But it always says "some comments have been deleted". There are also never critical comments.

from behavior

Comments: If there are comments, they will only be answered with "send me a message". Even simple things as "where are you from".

Context: Ask them things you see on their images, especially the profile image. e.g. About tattoos on them, or locations, or else. Scammers don't want to talk about that as they have no clue.

Language: Most scammers don't speak good english. They are unable to answer simple questions. Ask questions! If they can't answer simple questions, they likely wont be a great mommy either.

Location: Somehow, these "mommys" are always near you. That's why they wont tell you where they are from, first. They will always pick a location near you.

Sense: They will mumble something about being a professional trained mommy. But they always fail to explain what that even means. Ask questions! All the time!

money

Scammers will ask you to pay a registration fee. I've seen 20$ to 50$.

When you pick paypal, they will give you some randomass paypal address that is either a money mule or a hacked account (i guess money mule, see 3.)

When you pretend you paid, they will request a screenshot of the payment. That is likely because they have no access to the account as it is a mule.

What can you do?

Block them on sight.

Report their accounts. Not "this is spam". Go the long route through the form where you can write a text to tumblr staff.

Waste their time. Chat with them. Ask Keep in mind to not waste your own time.

[davekat-sucks]

This is was supposed to be a simple ask but it ended up getting long because of there being too many question and discussions but barely any answers so sorry about that.

On the topic of WhatPumpkin sometimes we all have to wonder what the fuck is going on behind the scenes, the latest news we got werent that much and it felt more of a like "Hey guys we are still alive dont forget about us" situation and it doesnt help that we cant really get any info because of how the only guy that Im atleast aware that works on it and is online is James and although I have no source because it was months ago, when beyond canon came back I remember him getting asked about Hiveswap and i dont remember if he answered it on the blog or on a reddit qna but he had said he cant really do much about it because hes just the music guy on that department and not an director or writer and he probably cannot say whats going on if hes aware of even the minimum because of NDAs and you know the situation is weird when not even the new director for post canon can do nothing about it or doesnt know what the fuck is going on over there either (i believe its more of the former).

On the same topic Hussie jumping the ship in my opinion feels like such an awful move in a moral and community sense, he hires fucked up people and ends up going through development hell and instead of trying to fix it he just runs away and gives someone else the work. He becasically invited destruction to that place by not doing background checks and shit and now everyone else but him has to suffer for it. I wonder if WhatPumpkin will close business after they finish Hiveswap (if they even manage to finish it) or if their writting quality wont be bad if they try to do Hauntswitch now.

I also sometimes wonder if Hauntswitch was made first maybe things could have been better. Think about it:

It happens on the Human World and you play as a cool kid looking troll and that could open the doors for a lot of potential to explore more about the Earth on the Homestuck universe and its conspiracy theories and also give us more video game parody mechanics.

The whole conspiracy theory Jude had that iirc had even the USA presidents connect to may be right considering the easter egg that shows some sort of cultists standing outside the mansion we see on the background and watching the events unfold.

We would get more answers for whatever the fuck those creatures that attacked the manor where.

another good dog best friend to fill the bec shaped hole in our soul <:

Exploration of what SkaiaLabs exactly does.

Overall sounding like an awesome story itself, a alien coming to earth and fighting a cult related to the presidents with a human companion. Especially considering how Dammek sounds like hes an asshole and also because of how trolls are usually violent could lead to interesting interactions.

I might be wrong and biased though but I feel like that concept could attract more outsiders than Hiveswap could ever wish to do. And hopefully thats it and that I wont waste almost an hour of my life rambling about this stuff (for my own sake because i feel like i could have spent my time better but i also need to post this somewhere and i dont use social media most of the time and when i do its usually to see fanart, memes and overall discussion of my fav franchises) but I probably will in the future.

It's cool with this ask. You brought up many good points here.

Yes, the question about Hiveswap was asked in a Q&A back in October 30th, 2023 from James Roach here (Archive ver for backup). The news about development should be something more like how Toby does with the Deltarune newsletter. Monthly, maybe do a special event ARG thing that gives insight of what's coming up, or anything like that. Though even with that, it might be probably too little too late since we are at 11 years since the Kickstarter had funded. Probably doesn't help since 2 million dollars was wasted, it's a mystery how the game is still being worked on if the original Kickstarter money that was given to them, had been used up. What is WhatPumpkin's new source of income then? Do they have a second job they aren't telling us about? Are they using part of that Patreon money from Beyond Canon since technically there are some that work within Hiveswap too like James? Then there's the fact Hussie not only wasted the money, but basically left the Kickstarter project he started in the first place. He may own it and be credited as the creator, but he won't be involved in the future Acts and Hauntswitch. I'm surprised nobody is pissed at him for scamming them out of 2 million dollars. Do people not care if the original person who hosted it left? Especially with the truth come to light thanks to Gio's research on this. I wouldn't be surprised if WhatPumpkin does shut down because they couldn't gain the sales needed after releasing Hiveswap Act 3. People will probably wonder if even buying stuff from Topatoco would help or not with HS merch like the prints slowly resurfacing. Drawing in the crowds from old and new to play the game will be tough. I wouldn't be surprised if Hauntswitch was first made in mind before Hiveswap. Dammek even had a 3D model ready too.

Likely back when it was still a 3D game, we would control briefly but then after the cutscene of them being transported to the other planet, we would then have to take control of Dammek, have him meet Jude to possibly have him find a way to help him back home, and the pair would adventure on Earth itself for the rest of the game to find out about the monsters and the cult. Dammek's paranoid nature would play off Jude's conspiracy theory pretty well as it has the two involved looking deep into the mystery. I wouldn't be surprised if something about the cult would eventually tie in to his home planet and the rebellion as a final grand twist. An idea like that sounds more interesting than some girl getting lost on an alien planet and was roped into some rebellion that she has no reason to be part of besides being concerned for a friend.

[speak-now-girlies-unite]

hi im ava!! welcome to my blog <3

sorry it took so long to make this whoops

🎀stuff i make !!

i just made a separate acc for my art and stuff, but i dont post on it much and until i get everything on there, my art is currently on this acc tagged as “my art<3”

my ao3 is piper_grace. i dont post much or very regularly but its there if you want to check it out.

🎀fandoms !!

stranger things 

ride the cyclone

the raven cycle

percy jackson / heroes of olympus

deadpool and wolverine (kinda?)

youll probably see mauraders at some point

and youll see the occasional the goldfinch post <3

i post about taylor swift sometimes so if you dont like her you should def block her tag

🎀tags !!

i post random stuff about my life a lot, you dont have to interact with it (you can, but dont feel obligated to) you can ignore it lol. mostly itll be tagged with “personal” 

i also have recently started posting about my life but in a less serious manner (ex. “i havent drawn in a while” or “thinking about rereading percy jackson”) those will be tagged with “ava yaps”

all reblogged art should be tagged with “art i like<3” although sometimes i forget😭

i also post lyrics i like sometimes, thats tagged with “lyrics <3”

i had a j name situationship beginning of the year, things that relate to him are tagged “the j name saga continues”

also! not a tag but my bsf’s name starts with an s, so anytime i mention s thats who it is.

im basic as hell and super cringey, tumblr is my safe space so im not gonna filter myself

if youre rude im going to block you <3

most importantly !!!! 

i want this blog to be as postive a space as possible and i wont hesitate to block people who cant maintain basic human decency. dont like, dont look, if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say anything at all, etc etc you know the drill. be nice

have a nice day<3 love ya 

[atlasrayz]

Ok, I'm writing this post to show to my irl friends who only use tt and insta and shit to try and convince those fuckers to join tumblr bcuz its superior.

Tumblr is, as far as I know, the only social media where you can be free from The Algorithm. It is NOT perfect, and there are a lot of things to avoid, but if you give it a chance, I assure you, you may really like it. Tumblr can be an acquired taste, but why not give it a shot, since the rest of the internet is burning down?

Step 1: Customise your blog! 1, it's fun and looks nice, and 2, if you don't, many users will assume you're a bot. Make posts! REBLOG STUFF!!! Reblogs are tumblr's lifeblood, likes do NOTHING since tumblr has no algorithm. Plus, reblogs show signs of human life on a blog. Write a nice note in the tags or something, the character limit per tag is crazy so have fun!!

Step 2: Tumblr has a reputation, I'm aware of that, and yes, it is very deserved. However, this place can be your favourite place ever if you make it one. BLOCK BLOCK BLOCK. Most important thing is to CURATE YOUR ONLINE EXPERIENCE. Block people and filter out content, there are tons of porn bots, so block and report those suckers the moment you see them. Follow the tags you like and the people you like. Check if some online personalities you know have tumblr accounts. Engage in fandom, but NOT TOO MUCH. Find like 5 freaks who have the same or similar headcanons as you and hang with them AND THEM ONLY /hj. Dont like, dont read.

Step 3: Become well aquainted with your dash and learn how to use your settings. LEARN THEM. Take the time to scroll through your blog and account settings and learn how things work. This place is very broken, and the search feature is infamous for working poorly, so dont be too dismayed when things dont work as they should, thats just part of tumblr's great many quirks.

Step 4: Don't treat tumblr like other social media. DONT CENSOR YOURSELF! You can say sex, bitch, cunt, fuck, suicide, etc! And, if you are tagging posts with trigger warnings, then DEFINITELY dont censor yourself, that just makes it more difficult for people to filter those things out.

Step 5: Grow your attention span. This is the text based social site. Yes, there are plenty of images and videos, but tumblr's main content is text posts. Also, practice reading comprehension. Don't piss on the poor. Understand nuance etc etc.

Step 6: Talk in the tags!!!! Tons of people do, its so much fun. It feels less public, and it can be an easy way to get a few quick thoughts out without feeling like you're intruding. ALSO, TAG PROPERLY!!! This is NOT instagram, do NOT EVER add unrelated tags to a post you will be blocked and reported as spam DO NOT DO THAT!!! If you aren't sure what to tag, just go with whatever feels right.

Step 7: SIDEBLOGS! They are like regular blogs, but they are seperate from your main blog, so you can use them for organising your tumblr! You can make different ones for different fandoms, or one for art, or one for reblogging art tips, or one just to rant, literally ANYTHING. Just know that all asks and follows will come from your main blog so if you dont want that, maybe consider making a second blog, seperate from your main.

Step 8: HAVE FUN!!!! Its your blog, so do what you want with it! Dont be an asshole, thats basically the only rule. This place is WILD, so find a group of like-minded people and just talk to each other. Dont be afraid to use the ask feature either, most everyone loves getting them, and if they dont, they wont turn them on.

If i think of more later ill add em